WHY?!?!?!

FCUK MY LIFE
WHY ME?
IM AN IDIOT

......shawty where yu at?

It gets lonely in this business
Need a man, whos the realest
Someone who wants to find out all that I have to give
Who can bring me, what is missin
When I talk, he wants to listen

Sittin patient, steady waitin
For the day when I can face it
The one that can love me for who I am and so much more
Is it you? Youre my bond?
Say that I, I found the one
I aint goin to rest till I know for sure so..

Im a good gurl, who aint got a lot to ask
Just lookin for something I can build on
Just lookin for a man I can spend on


You could be my everything
Oh you mean so much to me

I miss you

HAPPIE 31 MONTHS
I miss yu oh so dearly............... = (

Times are hard...

Daym, looking for a job is not easy, fixing up resume right now..UGH! so stressful
Feels so awkward being jobless, its been 3-4 years since I have been jobless...
AHHH! someone help me..

I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND

FUCK MY LIFE (FML) FO REAL!
How the hell do you just leave me hanging like that, after all I have done for you, all the times Ive helped you and at the end I am still there and down for you. I just dont get it why the hell do you put situations this way? Why do you always have to turn tables around? WHY THE FCUK CAN U JUST MAN UP AND TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR ANY OF UR DAMM ACTIONS! SO FUCKN IMMATURE, I DON'T GET IT...YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE, WHY DA HELL DID I FALL FOR YOUR PITTY, UGH!I SHUDA JUST LEFT YOU B MAYBE THTS THE ONLIE WAY YOU WILL LEARN AND REALIZE THROUGH UR FCUKN THICK HEAD!
IM SOO FRUSTRATED WITH YOU, I DON'T KNOW WHT TO DO, IMA DO ME AND WHEN YOU REALIZE TO MAN UP AND FCUKN KNOW HOW TO WORK A DAYM RELATIONSHIP AND NOT JUST ALL TALK THEN YOU CAN COME AND TALK TO ME BUT FOR NOW FUCK YOU!
I AM TIRED OF ALL YOUR LIES, I AM TIRED OF ALL THE "I LOVE YOUZ", I AM TIRED OF YOU SAYING YOUR ARE GOING TO CHANGE JUST BECAUSE YOU WANT EVERYTHING TO BE ALRIGHT BUT IN THE END NOTHING CHANGES, I AM TIRED OF YOUR BULL SHYT ATTITUDE!
MAN YOU JUST TAKE EVERYTHING FOR GRANTED....

Get Away....

Lately you been actin' all kind of strange,
Treatin' me like you don't know my name
Tryn'a figure out how it got this way


No one, wants to be on an island, alone
And I feel like I cant breathe
Feeling so bitter

Baby I feel like I'm losin' my mind
I'm supposed to be in paradise, but it feels like miserey

Every Breath....

somebody help me, this feeling that I have is driving me crazy......
It's almost like a fantasy perfectness is killing me...
It's real what I am feeling for you...